In the past week the Lord has wrought such upheaval within me... Pulling up roots so deep they've mingled with every vein of truth, causing reality to blur towards distortion... I had tricked myself into believing that I was over it all, that it was somehow behind me. But He wants to heal me... This fact alone leaves me undone.

You'll have to forgive me, this is all still being processed, so I'm not even sure of the outcome. Sorry if it's confusing, heh.